The last time I PRed my Bench Press, was years ago, and it was around 150lbs. I asked my friend Nick to come to the gym with me me tonight, he hasn’t been to CFTC in years. He came, we benched together, and I ended up PRing at 175. It was unexpected, I didn’t count the plates, I just kept lifting. That seems to be a strategy that works for me.
A month ago, I took an at home stress and hormone test and sent it in for results. You take samples of your saliva throughout the day at very specific times, and they process your results from the data.
I got my results back a couple weeks ago, and a few things on the results were quite alarming. I keep going back to my results, looking at them, and then diving in on Google, looking for answers and information.
I have an estrogen/progesterone imbalance, which is indicative of Estrogen Dominance
I have incredibly high DHEA levels, like off the charts high, and I don’t even know what to look for here.
Hormone Interpretations:
Progesterone to estradiol (Pg/E2) ratio and reported symptoms are consistent with estrogen dominance.
Note: The laboratory test system does not measure the progestin associated with the Mirena IUD.
The high DHEA and testosterone are suggestive of PCOS or metabolic syndrome (insulin resistance),
although exogenous exposure cannot be excluded. Serum vitamin D, fasting glucose and insulin testing
may be warranted.
AM cortisol level appears adequate, although reported symptoms are consistent with adrenal gland
dysfunction.
I have a Mirena IUD, so they’re not sure how that might be swaying the results. But I have run into the term Estrogen Dominance before. I must have missed this part in my reading, and skipped right to the high DHEA part. I’ve been searching high and low for answers, but most of the results are about low DHEA, and how it relates to stress. High DHEA is hard to find information about, and most people who take performance enhancing drugs have high DHEA. I don’t take anything performance-enhancing. I’m lucky if I can function in a way that passes for mostly adequate most days.
I also have high testosterone.. I am attributing this to weightlifting and CrossFit, and I’m not so concerned about this one.
I tried looking up PCOS, as well as metabolic syndrome or insulin resistance, and I highly doubt I am pre-diabetic. The symptoms I have found don’t add up, although the excess weight around my mid section are indicative of this, as well as symptoms of high cortisol levels. However, when I read things like:
The insulin resistant condition is rooted in the metabolic effects of a high carb diet in combination with a lack of exercise. Weight gain is a symptom of insulin resistance, rather than a cause. Carbohydrates are foods which contain either some form of sugar or starch, or both.
It doesn’t make sense. I don’t have a lack of exercise, and I am pretty good about my diet right now. I’m appalled by added sugar in foods, and try to avoid it whenever possible. So… I’d like to move on beyond that.
Here are some typical complaints from patients having estrogen dominance:
My breasts are swollen and getting bigger.
I can’t put my rings on my fingers.
I am more impatient now than ever.
People tell me I am too bossy. I am getting cramps again like when I was younger.
I no longer get my period.
I miss my periods regularly.
My periods come irregularly. I get scared when I see large clots during my period.
I have Pre-Menstrual Syndrome (PMS). When I get a hug, my breasts hurt. I have fibroids. I have endometriosis. I cannot fit into my shoes. I have a cyst in my breast.
I feel tired all the time.
and I also found these symptoms on another site..
decreased sex drive headaches
mood swings
weight gain
hair loss
cold hands or feet
feeling tired or lacking energy
trouble sleeping
So yes… Maybe? Sounds like it could be? I found another piece of information relating to the reasons behind why I may have this Estrogen Dominance thing. Xenoestrogens.
Sounds super sketchy and like I’m pulling shit off the internet. Well, yes.
Xenoestrogens are quite simply, environmental estrogens, usually from toxins such as pesticides.
And now, a list of several common reasons that create or produce these xenoestrogens.
Things such as Commercially raised meats such as beef and poultry. Have I been eating organic meat lately? Nope. I completely fell off the organic meat bandwagon, and now I’m pissed about it. Not only am I supporting the commercial farming industry all over again (except for pork, I still won’t eat it..) but now it could be affecting my health on a grand scale.. I’m pissed.
Commercially grown produce. Again, that shit’s covered in pesticides. Billions of pounds of pesticides are used on our fruits and vegetables every year. This is awesome.
Petrochemical compounds and Industrial Solvents. What are these? Creams, lotions, soaps, car exhaust, almost all plastics, glues, nail polish, paint removers. Adhesives. Lawn spray and herbicide treatments, fertilizers. Cleaning products. Well this fucking sucks because I work in the graphic design and print industry. We print shit and make murals and decals for a fucking living. Using solvent inks and vinyl, with adhesives. Not much I can do about this unless I tell Dave adios and abandon ship. Not likely.
Hormone Replacement Therapies.. These don’t apply to me but it’s relevant to note. HRT without progesterone added in (to help balance the estrogen) can be detrimental to a woman’s health and well being!
Stress. Stress causes adrenal gland overload, as well as reduced progesterone production and output. This tilts the estrogen to progesterone ratios in favor of estrogen. Excessive estrogen in turn causes insomnia and anxiety, which further taxes the adrenal glands. This leads to a further reduction in progesterone output and even more estrogen dominance. After a few years in this type of vicious cycle, the adrenal glands become exhausted. This dysfunction leads to blood sugar imbalance, hormonal imbalances, and chronic fatigue. (taken from Dr. Lam’s site, as linked above)
Obesity! Technically, I am obese. By the USDA’s standards, I am obese. I do CrossFit, I eat well, I attempt to take care of myself, but I am still fat, and I am still considered obese. So great. Almost 5 years of trying to be better, and it’s a constant uphill battle.
Deficiency of B6 and Magnesium. Apparently both are necessary for the neutralization of estrogen in the liver. It’s worth noting that I stopped taking almost all of my supplements over the last several months because.. I was fine. I felt great. Well, lesson learned. When you feel great, keep doing what you’ve been doing. I started back up on my supplements last week, and hopefully my stores are being built back up.
Increase in coffee or caffeine consumption. I am pretty set on my 3 cups of coffee a day, and this list references excess of 4-5 cups a day.
Working on all these things, particularly the weight loss, but this all seems so counter productive. I keep going in circles. I want to lose weight so I exercise more which increases cortisol which exhausts my adrenal glands, and then I’m sore as shit because my muscles aren’t recovering fast enough so then I can’t work out, and then I get moody, because I’m not exercising as frequently as I should be.. and.. yeah. What the fuck.
So what am I doing today? I am going to the store, and I am stocking up once again on good, healthy foods. I am revitalizing my faith in organic meats and veggies. I’m coming home and doing food prep for the week with food that we can both eat. I’m once again, cutting out the starches and carbs that have crept back into my daily routine. It’s going to suck, but I’m hoping to be a better living example of practicing what I preach.
I need to stop worrying about losing strength, and instead shift my focus on fixing my health and eliminating some of these toxins from my diet. Whether my issue really is estrogen dominance or something else, switching back to a more strict Paleo/keto diet will if nothing else, improve my overall well being. Having more concrete reasons and answers only helps to fuel my fire and determination. Wish me luck.
My results from my saliva test for cortisol levels
The ole never miss a Monday plays a large role in this one. I hadn’t done Nasty Girls since April 12, 2013. Nasty Girls is the following:
3 RFT
50 Air Squats
7 Muscle Ups (or 21/21) I did 7 bar dips, which is something I’ve never done in a WOD before.
10 Hang Cleans (135/95)
I finished in 9:50, was pretty happy with that! Someday if I ever get Muscle Ups, I’d like to RX this one. That’s definitely a shoulder smoker though. It was beautiful out, and I did the workout outside. I love that the weather is getting cooler, but I hate that it’s soon going to be too cold for our liking. 🙁
Death By Clean and Jerk Complex
1 DL + 1 C&J (185/130)
*deadlifts increase by 1 every minute*
So I don’t remember if it was 14 or 15 minutes for the time cap, but I do know that I pushed it to the very end, and I skipped out on our last minute. My back was wrecked from all the deadlifts, but the whole thing was awesome.
So, I knew that I’d be posting about this interview with Buzz Magazine, and I knew I’d be sharing it with friends and family, and I knew I’d cringe at the video of me talking (one of those things, like people hate it when they hear their voice from the outside). But I never expected this sort of attention or response from it. I didn’t expect the texts and messages of praise and congratulations. Or the high fives and other positive notes from everyone. It feels really good that my little blog has gotten some sort of recognition, and that it is completely as a result of the work I’ve put into it. Take it a step further, and I can attribute the successes of these little achievements to CrossFit. All because I went out on a limb and tried something completely unfathomable and crazy and wild. And I loved it..
Now, I want to take a minute and address my Depression post from over a week ago. Going back and reading it, I’m like oh my god, what was I thinking?? I feel fine right now. Normal, a little stressed, kind of crazy, but overall, at peace with my life. I had a great dinner, it’s Thursday. Work is getting one, customers are happy, the dogs are happy. Life is pretty fucking awesome right this moment. I know it’s not always awesome, and sometimes I break down while I’m driving or when I’m in the middle of working from the sheer weight of everything that’s expected of me, wondering if this is really what I’m supposed to be doing. But right now, it’s all pretty damn good.
With that being said, what I wrote then was absolutely true as of then. That was exactly what I was feeling at that moment. And for me to have gotten to the point where I blogged about it, means it was really intense and very real. I remember feeling completely helpless and held hostage by my emotions. I was so worried that this time, it wasn’t going away. It wasn’t just a phase or a few bad days. It lingered and stayed with me, haunted me. I know people have read the post, but I don’t know what anyone thinks about it. My first thoughts are, I hope nobody thinks I’m totally off the wall when they read this.. and then I go on to think, well, if I’m feeling this way, then others have to be experiencing this, too. Maybe my posting about it will help others recognize that they aren’t so alone.
I also know that this is one of those topics that is almost completely taboo to bring up in discussion, and that’s fine. It’s a very private, personal experience that most of us aren’t comfortable with sharing. I sound like I’m all big time expert on this shit, but I’m not. I’m just really relieved that I’ve made it over the hump again. I want to thank others for understanding, and for being my friends, through all the ups and downs. Life is good right now, and this is awesome.
So I never really imagined that my little website here would gain any sort of publicity or audience. Which is why I’ve been okay with discussing things of a more personal nature; up until now. I suppose I’ll have to own up to my faults and imperfections now. Which, really, I just had these thoughts this morning. We spend so much time making sure everything looks perfect, or perfectly messy, or simple and easy, but nothing is any of those things. It came up in my mind because I was stressing over how I’d look on camera, and people’s perceptions of me on camera vs in my pretty and perfect pictures that I post online, and I said fuck it. It is what it is. This is me. I am strong and capable, and knowledgeable, and this is who I am. This is what the world gets! (this sounds so horribly cheeseball…) I could use some improvements, but we’re not perfect, and if you read anything about anything on here, you’ll know about my flaws, and faults, and good days and bad. I strive to be better, but perfection is never in the cards. I strive to be happy, healthy, and content. (and really strong)
Backing up a bit…. Last week, before the storm, I was contacted by a local news publication that is known for its weekly coverage on local events, features, and everything Jacksonville. They do articles, reviews, best ofs, and so on. They are the publication I pick up every time I go to certain restaurants so I can catch up on what’s going on here in Jax. When they contacted me, I assumed it was for advertising, or some sort of scammy thing, and I was completely skeptical.
Message: Hi Alicia, I am the Health Editor for Jacksonville Buzz and we would love to feature you as a local Health Blogger on an upcoming video segment on our YouTube Channel. You would be our featured guest for the 5-minute health segment on Fitness/Health. Showtimes are usually Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday @ 8:30am. We do have an opening this Thursday (10/6) at 11:45am. Would that work for you? I look forward to hearing back from you to arrange a date. Taping is done at the BUZZ studio in our parent company CFM building at 1611 San Marco Blvd. A little about us…Buzz Magazine and Media was started more than 10 years ago to be a positive resource for the community. It has grown throughout the years to a readership of more than 100,000 with over 1,100 distribution points throughout Northeast Florida. BUZZ readers are looking for fun, interesting stories about what’s happening on the First Coast, from local entrepreneurs and nonprofits to kids’ picks and sports games to health and wellness. BUZZ is integrated with iwantaBUZZ.com and BUZZ YouTube Channel. Best Regards, Angie Green Health Editor, BUZZ Magazine iwantaBUZZ.com 1611 San Marco Blvd. Jacksonville, FL 32207
I responded, got some more info, panicked, and of course agreed. How cool! I didn’t think that my blog would get any sort of traction anywhere, but it was mentioned that I’m one of the very few maintained health and fitness blogs locally, and that’s an honor! I know I have great weeks and bad months, in regards to posting and keeping everything updated. This has definitely been a wake up call to keeping my posts up to date. We’ll see how long that lasts. 😉
Also, complete coincidence! My longtime Facebook friend (and reader of my blog, what’s up Stacey!!) Actually works for the parent company of Buzz, Client Focused Media. When I found this out, I thought, ohhhhh so this is how they found me! Great, thanks Stacey.. exactly what I wanted to do… a video feature.. But no, she says she had nothing to do with setting it up, that it was total coincidence, so I’ll take it! Love this girl.
CrossFit Sister Stacey!
Behind the Scenes at Buzz Magazine Jax
The video is below. I believe you have to click on it to view, as it can’t be embedded in a website.
Clean and Jerk
3 x 3+1
2 x 2+1
then
For time:
10-9-8-7-6-5-4-3-2-1
Hang squat clean + 2 lunge + Push Jerk (95/65)
Toes to bar
The C&J were great, of course. I didn’t push it, and I also knew this wasn’t being recorded. I chose to focus on warming up and technique rather than weight. No competitions today.
For the WOD, it was pretty tough! The complex was ridiculous. It was harder than it looks, and very tedious. When there’s a time cap, you welcome it graciously. I welcomed this one!
In 20 minutes, I finished 7 rounds of the above. I opted to do leg raises from the floor instead of wrecking my hands and getting less of a workout. After having a rough few days behind me, I didn’t want to push myself too hard and send myself back into a depressive, self defeating state. It worked. I left and felt great, and went on to prepare for the nearing hurricane that was fast approaching our area of FL.
Back-logging a little bit, but whatevs. My site. My rules.
My old Strict Press PR used to be 105. Today we did 5 sets of 5, with increasing weight of strict press, and I did 105 on my last set of 5. Happy that my shoulders and upper body are getting stronger.
WOD was For Time:
18-16-14-12-10
KB 70/55lbs
T2B
100m run after every round.
I did leg raises instead of T2B, to protect my sissy hands, but I actually did run, which is a big deal for me nowadays. And of course I smashed my 55lb KB swings.