Let me start by saying that I love what Dave and I do… we’ve built something really awesome, but our success depends largely on google, search results, people’s spending habits etc.. All things that we cannot control. Very scary to think about..
Crossfit on the other hand.. has kept me sane. The more I put into it, the more I get out of it. I fear the day that it’s taken from me, for whatever reason. Like some day I’ll wake up from my dream and go on with the hohum, mundane path of life. I feel for those who don’t have something this awesome and monumental in their lives. What I do for myself at Crossfit makes my life that much more worthwhile and meaningful. I can control my fate there. How awful to not have something this meaningful and amazing to live for and work towards.
The person I was before this was waiting for something this amazing to happen, I just didn’t know I’d find it in Crossfit. I am so grateful for it. I don’t ever want to lose this family, this great group of people, and this awesome sense of self-worth that I have gained. The thought of it alone brings me to tears.